Published May 2005.
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An Inch From Murder
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"An Inch From Murder": My Life as a Male Victim of Sexual Child Abuse
by Nealus - Purchase Here
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978-1-58939-730-9. $15.95. Softcover. 322 Pages.
An Inch From Murder was written 20 years ago and is now being
brought to print for the very first time and deals with life as a Male
Victim of Sexual Child Abuse. Drawing from the memory of past molestations
from the age of four until sixteen, a trauma unfolded in adulthood
profiling Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. The uncanning of the abuse by
seven men (including Boston Catholic Priests, a policeman, close relatives and
friends) resulted in the attempted murder of my latest assailant; the
ensuing incarceration and the attempt now to bring the issues of Male
Victimization into focus. I have come out from the main stratum of society
to become a sexual abuse statistic; and a criminal statistic as well. Now,
my desired hope is that I can prevent a victim of Sexual Child Abuse (SCA)
from developing into a criminal statistic, and more importantly, work
towards preventing the SCA statistic in the first place.
I always thought that I
would live a long life in order to tell my story. But at 52, I doubted that I'd
have the strength to really tell what I needed to say, at some later date. I
learned in June 2004 that my Congestive Heart Failure - Cardiomyopathy, had not
improved and that I would benefit from a heart transplant. I reminded myself of
my pledge 20 years ago that "If I Could Save One Person's Life" - from the
heartache and anguish that has come into my life because of Child Sexual Abuse,
by writing this book, then I would have truly and finally accomplished something
in my lifetime; by having someone read, that there is hope and recognition for
the abused, and that you can get help before it's too late. From 1984 through
1986, I experienced a life of fear in a maximum security prison in Connecticut
and in the States' Mental Institution for the Criminally Insane. I went back to
the notes that I made 20 years ago in many jail cells of 15 months, edited all
that information as a Male Survivor of Sexual Child Abuse and completed my story
for these present times.

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