July 28, 2004
Thank You Ron Reagan - for your speech on Embryonic Stem Cell Research
Text of Ron Reagan's speech - July 27, 2004 at the Democratic National Convention - Boston, Massachusetts "I am here tonight to talk about the issue of research into what may be the greatest medical breakthrough in our or in... read more...Posted by Nealus at 09:17 AM | Comments (0)
July 25, 2004
Excerpts From Books - Continued
Defeating Guilt: This concept of the "badness" of self is central to guilt. In its absence, your hurtful action might lead to a healthy feeling of remorse but not guilt. Remorse stems from the undistorted awareness that you have willfully... read more...Posted by Nealus at 07:45 PM | Comments (0)
July 23, 2004
Books And Excerpts From Books
I did time. But I didn't waste all of my time. And now that I look back - sometimes I just don't understand - why I didn't write down more thoroughly - or more correctly - the many books and... read more...Posted by Nealus at 05:20 PM | Comments (2)
July 21, 2004
Books - And I'm Just Getting Started
During my incarceration in 1984 onwards - one of the most important things I got to do in jail was to read. On average, I read three books a week. The first book I read was: "Is There No Place... read more...Posted by Nealus at 08:17 PM | Comments (1)
July 19, 2004
What is Alcohol Myopathy?
Ever hear of it? I have - Now!!! I just discovered that the modern world - meaning Google and Yahoo have reference to it. A few years ago - they didn't. Not their fault - it just wasn't listed anywhere.... read more...Posted by Nealus at 12:22 PM | Comments (0)
July 17, 2004
About - Adult Stem Cells
I wish the Media would have some better coverage of just how the research and application is coming here in the United States. To follow this story - you will see - on the right column of this page -... read more...Posted by Nealus at 03:10 PM | Comments (0)
July 15, 2004
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
[Again – This is dated. This was finished in 1985] [This is the completion of this “Assault on the Past”] If one looks at the rising statistics of reported child abuse, you can just imagine what the unreported volume of... read more...Posted by Nealus at 12:11 PM | Comments (0)
July 13, 2004
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
One of my neighbors became interested in me which allowed me to have an afternoon buddy as he worked nights. He was employed as a Deputy Sheriff in the county in which I lived. He, like the other acquaintances of... read more...Posted by Nealus at 05:32 PM | Comments (1)
July 10, 2004
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
My brother’s Godfather was a seemingly decent guy although somewhat scary when I look back at the man at who’s hands I experienced my first molestation at the age of four. The trauma of that early indoctrinating molestation will remain... read more...Posted by Nealus at 05:46 PM | Comments (0)
July 08, 2004
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
Where are the people that exerted such a profound influence in my childhood and adolescent years? I think of them often and realize that the whole experience of sexual child abuse had not prepared me for any kind of normal... read more...Posted by Nealus at 07:47 PM | Comments (0)
July 06, 2004
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
After a divorce from marriage of seven years, I again found myself an adolescent – it paralyzed me. Now, seven years after the divorce in 1979, I still find myself lacking a meaningful relationship with a woman and was only... read more...Posted by Nealus at 11:35 AM | Comments (0)
July 04, 2004
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
Another contribution to this grave state of affairs was my inability to deal with Hypoglycemia. After being diagnosed in 1981 as having low blood sugar, I began reading extensively on the subject. I learned that a proper diet was the... read more...Posted by Nealus at 11:36 AM | Comments (1)
July 02, 2004
A Nice Guy and Link
Today I heard from a really nice guy – Mike – who has Child Abuse Survivor – You will see it as a Link – in the Resources areas – under Another Male Survivor. His site is far more advanced... read more...Posted by Nealus at 04:30 PM | Comments (1)
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
As early as thirteen, my abusers used the enticement of alcohol to break away my inhibitions. Substance abuse became as much a part of my life as had sexual abuse. I began to firmly believe that I approached the problem... read more...Posted by Nealus at 08:49 AM | Comments (1)
July 01, 2004
Continuation of the “Assault On The Past”
So I decided to begin a book full of the most explicit stories of the conflicts that have raged in my mind through the years and the attempt to bring each problem into focus. I began to discuss this effort... read more...Posted by Nealus at 09:42 AM | Comments (1)
Assault On The Past
In May of 1985 - while I was in Jail - I wrote the following and got an opportunity to actually type it. This is Titled - "Assault On The Past" by A Male Victim of Sexual Child Abuse. You... read more...Posted by Nealus at 01:15 AM | Comments (0)
Welcome
I have put this Blog together because in 1987 and for years afterward - I never attained the goal of creating a self-help support group for the male victim of sexual child abuse. Yet this forum need not be –... read more...Posted by Nealus at 01:02 AM | Comments (0)
AN INCH FROM MURDER Author Seeks Support After 20 Years
PRESS RELEASE: After Learning of the Need for a Heart Transplant - This Author of An Inch From Murder: Which Chronicles His Life as a Male Victim of Sexual Child Abuse (1984) - Seeks Support (www.ahern.com) West Palm Beach, Fl... read more...Posted by Nealus at 01:01 AM | Comments (0)
